Wednesday, 11 July 2018

In the end

No matter what I do, there will be people who wont love me... No matter what there will be people who will walk In and out of my life. 

Some people won't like my skin... Some people won't like how I dress... Some people won't like the fact I don't have all the money in the world or that I don't have a degree.. Some people simply won't like me because I have a mental illnesses... There nothing I can do about that.NOTHING... 

To those who rejected me... Who kept walking in and out of my life. Who found fault in me... Who pulled me down.. Who didnt love me at all... What will you do when I am no longer here ? What will you say ? 

To those who love and care for me.. Who stood there for me..thank you... 

But to the rest... What will you do without me ? Move on. I don't matter and you don't Care... Thats the truth.. But here my truth... 

I am cathlisa I'm 28 years old. I have a mental illnesses... I'm not perfect... I'm difficult... So what ???? I try with life. I keep trying and trying. I believe in demos and angels.. So what ????? Its in the bible!?? I struggle with many things.... So what ???? We all do... 

so what the heck why do some of you drop out on me ? Why do you give up so easy on me ? Can't I be me ? Here the deal... I'm not a Christian... I'm a follower of Christ. I have a r.ship with him. I don't want to be a Christian... They suck.. You must have a degree , a good job and have the right skin ... Oh and dont have a mental illness... Or else you Satan for sure... And you can't be a lesbian or gay. .. or you going to hell !!! So says ONE part of the bible... Show me that again.... That you going to hell for loving someone ??? Guess I'm going to hell... For being who I am... Yes I'm not who you think I am ! I wear so many masks so I can fit in the Christian world... No more !!!! I'm throwing my mask off and I'm giving up on everyone who can't love me for me and who doesn't want to be in my life. 

I GIVE UP !!! 

I DONT NEED YOU...

I NEED JESUS...

I NEED TO LOVE ME... BECAUSE IM STUCK WITH MYSELF 24/7

BOY....SAYITLIKEITISDEAR!!! 

I'm sick of you all for judging ! Who are you ??? God??? 

Get a life... 

And dont go round ending other people lives because you got nothing better to do !!! 

So...in the end... WHAT WILL YOU DO WHEN IM GONE ???? 

LOVE ME OR HATE ME ! IM ME !!! AND AND.... JESUS LOVES ME !!! 

GOD BLESS YOU HOLY PEEPS ! 

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